Final Exam is coming!!!

Just 2 weeks before the final exam and I'm having mixed feeling about it. I'm a bit excited, for having an exam after 7 years of graduation from my STPM and worried about my English written standard with no practice at all after that. Now I have to deal with English History and the exam paper will be subjective question which mean, in essay. My God!

Can you imagine a 70 marks paper has to be finished within 1 hour and 30 minutes and ALL are subjective questions? This is insane, make me insane too. Two books and several articles as references for you to answer the paper. Except the articles, those books are not easy to understand especially the author using "high standard English" which is differ from daily newspaper I read everyday. Even though I had learned some "technique" for guessing an unfamiliar word without using a dictionary but.... it's still difficult to understand the whole passage. I wish I have an electronic dictionary with me now.

In this level of study, not only I have to read the entire books and extra reading materials but used it to apply & answer the questions from the Study Guide and Past Year Exam Papers.

All I have to say, this is not an easy passing degree I had choose.